SOMETHING I MADE UP SO DON'T STEAL IT BITCHES!

i use to really love you, guess i still do but i definetly wouldnt if i got the choice not to you've changed so much, im just not feeling your touch constantly feeling im just not good enough Its killing me, it really is though i dont know how to fix this Iv'e tryed so many times to make this work but you still continue to treat me like dirt You say sorry so much, too much infact.But baby i dont think you ever mean it Always causing fights and you never listen.I really dont think you give a fuck anymore No matter how much im hurting you still ignoring.You avoid every chance you can see me Went to watch you play footy And you avoided me completely.See im sick of this, sick of always putting in the effort When its not changing anything, Im still hurt.I can be weak, I can be strong but when you constantly do me wrong,It just pushes me further and further away And every day i find myself praying, everythings gonna be okay.And maybe finally you'll realise what your doing to me Open your big blue eyes, look the fuck around,And maybe, just maybe see.But nothing ever changes. No matter how many times you say you will, Things still remain the same.Did those words mean anything? "I'll always be here" When you sang that song, it brought tears.But fuck boy, When have you been here for me? I dont think i can remember the last time, seriously. Thats how long ago it was.It's like when we first met, you were someone else, Someone nothing like myself or the person you are today. Was that fake? Just pretend? What were you playing at boy? Trying to please me so you could take my V's from me.And thats exactly what you did I fell so hard for you kid. Thinking you were a decent one and look what you've turned around and done.Iv'e given you so many opportunities to leave But youu say youu want to be with me because youu love me.But somehow those words i just cant believe.You still dont care, Nor do you see That your completely destroying me. Now im done with this, I've finally learnt how to act like i dont care If you wanna be in my life, then you have to find a way to put yourself there.<3

I WENT 2 COURT!

Well we all packed up this morning in our suits and stuff and were silly enough to get in2 a mini bus with policeman paul-BIG MISTAKE LOL! Nah, It was awesome.... We went out to the UNE andmet Jenny and Katie - (Katie was the Judge) And we started off withEmily been interigated 1st- YOU DID A REALLY GOOD JOB EMILY! I think I would have cracked under the pressure lol... Then Hayley had a go as a witness, That was a good job too and when it was paul's go - no one - I MEAN NO ONE - Could keep a straight face!!! But it was all fun and good.... In the end we found Paul not guilty due to too many inconsistence's as Tash said - GOOD JOB GURL'S!!!